is not i lose is i don want to fight.
just rang shi jian zheng ming yi qie!

and now only let nature take it course.

why? why everytime is u? why? why?
kana everything is me. why?
i hate myself!
i don want this to happen also. u thought i want arh.
i m tired. i really feel like sleep le don want wake up!
can give me a break. i just want a break. is that so hard?

i know i cant do that. but i must! i have two choices.
first- give up my dream follow my dad.
sec- give up my dad fulfil my dream.
i will choose the sec way. i m sorry!
but i have to do that. i really wanted to fulfil my dream.
i m sorry. i had to do that!

and i still got lots of thing havent done yet.
havent buy my wanted things.
havent fulfil my dream.
havent shop enough.
i still got a long long way to go!
i wont so easy fall.
i must be strong!
GoGo! Jia you!

i regret cutting my hair ):

love is painful ):
love someone that cannot love even painful ):

HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE!

ihatemyself!
ihatemyfamily!
ihateyou!

* happy MOTHER's day ~

why...? i thought i can forget u but i cant. tis few days u let me know that i still love u. i know i cant think that. cos u have stead liao and i don want to think too much!